a heart will always stay one day too long

So I had a bit of a nervous breakdown last night, but it’s okay! Because after I cried a lot Alex let me eat some of the chocolate orange soda bread he made and tomorrow night Nina and I are going to drink cocoa and eat gingerbread marshmallows and my PI sent me an email telling me I’m doing okay with my project and its rate of progress.

So. I maybe be a miserable failure at biochemistry, but at least my PI isn’t sitting in her office plotting her shitty recommendation letter and hating me for being stuck still cytotyping herbarium specimens three months into the semester.